In past classes, both here in the OTL program and in the Ed Tech program, I've felt like I was a bit too controlling in group situations. I have a stubborn personality, and despite chronic distractions usually manage to have a clear vision of what I want to accomplish. This has caused me to wind up in an "Oh, I'll just do it myself!" mode in groupwork situations. Which worked out well, for the most part, in terms of getting a good grade, but definitely wasn't the best example of optimal groupwork dynamics. So this time I'm trying to take a step back and just do my part, without being controlling. Now I find myself a bit too distant, perhaps. Balance is hard!
The individual project has proven interesting in the early stages, but time is now growing short and I still have a lot of research to do. Looking at how mobile technology can have a prominent place in OTL feels cutting edge, and is something that I sense I will need to know about in the future. I feel slightly handicapped because I haven't been a big mobile guy myself (mostly because of lack of funds with which to afford the technology), but I've kept up on the developments via articles and observation and such, so this has not proven to be a big handicap.
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Ralph,
ReplyDeleteI smiled when I read your self-conversation about balance. That is exactly what my midterm is about: Goldilocks Principle-finding balance, moderation; not too much ("oh for gosh sakes, I'll just do the project"), not too little (group says,"why is Ralph just stepping back, seeming more silent than on the discussion boards?") but just right-finding the balance point. I am sure it is not easy since you started out by saying you tagged yourself as stubborn.
As to your midterm, still sounds like a great topic. In fact, almost more so because of your leaving your comfort zone. I would think that you could stand to learn a lot. Just because you lack the experiential learning due to funds, you seem to have kept up with the readings and developments. You know you'll do fine.
Appreciate the chance to look in.
ah, yes, that balance that we all aspire to achieve! Just remember, Ralph, you are hardest on yourself, and your team members probably feel you are doing a fine job!
ReplyDelete:) Shelley